Moving to Louisiana was the biggest change we have had in our lives yet. I was extremely freaked when we moved, but we had a plan and knew it was temporary. I figured I could do anything for three years so it wouldn't be that bad. Louisiana by far exceeded my expectations when it came to the amazing people we have met here. I have truly made some great friendships that will last for years to come.
Things keep racing through my mind. Should we really be moving? Could we have made Louisiana work for a longer time? Will we be able to afford to live in Dallas? Why am I quitting my job again? Do I find a new job in Dallas that makes a stable income? Do I pursue my dream of becoming a photographer? What about health insurance? We don't have benefits with Richard's job, so do I chose Cobra or public health insurance? How long will it be before we know whether he will get a stable job or not? Are we being a little too crazy and jumping in a little too quickly?
I know that we will be fine. Richard will be making enough money to cover all our expenses so we don't really have to worry about money. We are young with no kids so I know that now is the time to take some risks and see where life takes us. I am just not very good at change. Or not knowing what is going to happen in the next year. So don't mind the heavy post today. I know everything will be fine, I am just going to be sitting over here scared out of my mind, knowing everything will work out in the end.